just when you play the nice girl…

26 Mar

So, Yesterday i said i was back on with the BF, NOW, today i am questioning it.

Fuckin A, what is it about men that make them so damn annoying? Why do they NOT get it? Why is everything a YES or NO question for them? Are their heads smaller? [Well, I can answer that one from experience, I’ve dated a few whose head just got bigger and bigger with every look in the mirror…] but sooooo not the point….what is up w/ their grey matter? you know this awesome organ called THE BRAIN, what the hell fell into their empty heads?

Point and case- THE BF, he who deems cartoons unworthy of presentation, he who deems the world as a glass that is more or less “half empty” is my so called BF. Now don’t get me wrong, i love the guy but WTF is going through his head? ok, last Saturday he went to this party in LA with his roommate [a GIRL non-the less] and a friend Orlando.  and to be fair: sure i know this girl, I’ve had conversations with her, we’ve even talked about the BF behind his back, in short we bonded; but she is STILL someone who lives with him and he is someone who brings her up when him and I are together randomly. i mean most stories make sense and etc but i JUST DON’T WANT TO HEAR ABOUT SATURDAY. and he doesn’t bring it up all the time, but like today; we were coming home and he brought it up, how he had so much fun at that club he’d never been to because they played that one song of regeaton and everyone started jumping up and down like crazy.

Newsflash: it’s a club!

but then i got quiet and he notices. so he asked

“what’s wrong?”


“then why did you suddenly get so quiet?”

“nothing babe”

“no. tell me.”

“well i just don’t want to hear about your Saturday”

“oh my god. Seriously? Why are you like that?”

“like what?” [and i said this with an attitude because it’s like a ‘WTF’ kind of question]

“like that. Why does it bother you just because you weren’t there ?” [to clarify, i wasn’t there because it was a 21 and over club]

“Because I’ve never done that with you! we’ve never gone clubbing together”

“well then you’re going to get like that when i go to other places when I’m without you, plus we’ve gone dancing before” [insert: yeah, we have, in a Cuban restaurant, now isn’t that just a WEE bit different?]

and he goes on to say what REALLY pissed me off the most;

“see this is why i tell you you need to do your own things” [this is coming after we haven’t seen each other in 4 days because i HAVE done my own things.]

” i do do my own things!”

“well why don’t you go clubbing with your friends and all that?”

” because i don’t want to drive all the way to LA! “

“well there must be some clubs around here.”

“no! There isn’t!!” [i was screaming at this point ]

“well is it my fault you aren’t 21?”

and i say no and he goes on…

” i told you when we started going out that our age difference was big”

[he’s 29, I’m 18.. yeah we’re 11 yrs apart, that’s huge. but i thought that the fundamental thing was that we cared for each other, i mean neither of us has money, so LUST for money has to be ruled out, we both work and go to school full time, so definitely it gives us what i call ‘not enough time together’ which is what he wants most of the time. he REALLY likes his space…he misses me all the time, but he would rather be in that state of ‘missing’ than anything else. yes i get we’re both busy and he really is a sweet heart when it comes to hanging out with me, i mean he’ll cook and make me laugh and tell me random stories and stuff and we’ll have a good ol silly time, but it’s not enough for me sometimes. i WANT to go out with him for more than just a few hours and because of certain dumb things we usually can’t, and so i expect to see him the next day but we’re always busy]

 anyways, THAT specific Saturday i wanted US to go dancing, and we didn’t because of Janet the roommates B-day. so yeah. i was mad. and he just DOESN’T get it. It’s pretty simple, I’m mad and jealous. duh.

anyways. I’m watching Sinbad a CARTOON and he can suck it if he thinks it’s childish or whatever his dumb ass thinks [i swear he’s as much 18 as i am]

so now i’m very happy 🙂 Disney movies and cartoons are what keeps me nice and sweet, it’s the only story in the world that i know will have a happy ending. Sad, but true.

Anywho- Earth day, it’s coming, and it’s BIG. Click here to find out more.

Me and The boyfriend.

Me and The boyfriend.




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